That being said, many people have asked me when I knew things were not quite right, and although I did not connect the dots at the time, as I look back I can see that one of the very first signs that something was amiss in my heart and soul is when I realized I did not want to write about my love, or my relationship, or marriage. I recoiled into a cave and did not want to share - which is SO unlike me. And the few times that I did try to write, I was not being my natural direct self. Frankly, for anyone who read the post I made about the violin performance - that was not the true ending. I was stuck in a surreal Dante-esque level of hell where even a simple evening event with my above average in both looks and intelligence fifth grader was a tumultous disaster.
So imagine how excited I have been to feel the urge to write and share (even if only a handful of people may see it!) again. I woke up this morning, and said today is the day.
So - my title caption is correct again - I am a happy chick in Santa Monica, California.....and whenever I have the time I will share anecdotes, experiences, rambling thoughts, and musings with whomever may stumble across them.
Have a glorious day!!!
